4/08/2005 09:52:00 AM

stupid blogger... juz when i click on publish post.. it says cant find my bloggie add... den i lost my post.... haiz... hafta retype it... anyway nothing much happen today...stayed home the whole day n study!!! yes.. i mean study... though my rest time like longer than my study time... but i did complete quite some studying... feeling quite happy now... even though like nothing seems to be inside now... hahaha....
i've been feeling weird n actin weird recently... think most prob its due to exam's stress... mood swings like nobody's business... sometimes i sit in front of my book n i feel like crying.. coz i cant seem to cope wif wat i'm studying... tears will juz flow no matter how hard i tried to control it... but at times, i feel dat i'm fortunate to haf pple caring for me like my frenz, my bb n my daddy mummy... realli appreciate my daddy n mummy's concern abt me especially during this period of time.. always asking me if i'm hungry, or if i need silence to study or if i get enuff slp.... i love my daddy n mummy.. *hugz*... n oso my bb who always help me whenever i encounter any problem in my studies... thanx bb for being always there for me... n always tolerating the tempremental me.. love ya... *muackz*

PS: mood swings mite be due to the period of the month... sux... y does it haf to come during exams??? sucky....

4/07/2005 09:08:00 AM

arrggghhh... i hate this period of time in uni... feeling so stressed up becoz of stupid exams... everyone is mugging now n i'm not... haven been doing my tut n catching up wif my work since the start of the sem... having such a hard time now juz trying to catch up.... dun even think i'm studying for exams.... i totally hate this f*cked up life in uni.... this realli sux... i noe in less than a mth's time i will be enjoying... but how can i survive now??? arrggghhhh!!!!! i cant finish studying everything... yet i'm trying to study... wat the hell am i doing??? i dun even noe... i hate my life.... n i hate uni even more.... y do i choose this path?????

my head is spinning like mad... issit due to stress or issit i've always been spinning arnd doing nothing???

4/04/2005 10:05:00 PM

ohh... back to update again at this period of time... okie.. today got more breaks.. coz there's no more life sci lect... haha... so stone for 3 hrs... at least i tried doing my ge assignment... not very difficult to do... but dun think will do well.. but i shall try... exams coming in 10 days... but i haven seem to be studying for anything yet... which is very very bad... dun think i will be able to study finish lor... die le lah... haiz... so sad... y is uni life like dat... guess all uni students always complain abt their life... coz it realli sux... dun u guys agree?? haha..
going out later wif bb... sorta celebrate my bday.. juz go walk walk n go eat lor... nothing much i guess... feeling super tired now... i not for the stupid maths tut i wldn't haf come to sch today.. such nice weather to slp lor... haiz.... life is bad... cant wait for exams to finish den i can go enjoy myself!!!

10days to start of exams
21 days to last paper
25 days to taiwan!!!
37 days to bangkok!!! yea!!!

PS: i wanna enjoy myself!!!!!!!!! but i cant afford to at this period of time... i hate my life now!!!!

4/04/2005 10:28:00 AM

20th birthday today!!! getting older n older... onli half an hour more to end of this special day for me... actually its not very special... juz any other normal day... i think as we get older n older... bday doesnt realli matter dat much anymore... its the days b4 ur bday when u get ur frenz out to celebrate that is fun.... haha... so dat makes my actual bday kinda boring... basically its juz any normal sch day... went to sch for lect.. had phy quiz... den came home... thanx daddy n mummy for the wonderful crystal jade dinner... hee.. its still my daddy n mummy who dotes on me the most... love them alot alot.... *hugz*
thanx to all my frenz who wished me happy birthday... too many... cant list them all out here... haha... n thanx to all my frenz who got me presents n stuff.... n thanx to my bb for being wif me the whole day...
i'm getting old... i need to be more matured... but i still like being the young n childish me... haiz... so sad... the onli thing dat makes me happy today is dat i was able to do my phy quiz!! kinda unexpected... n i was quite happy... hahaha... n oso daddy n mummy allows me to shop arnd after dinner... hee.. not like they never allow me... but they will usually hurry me to get home... hee... n oso my bb got watever things dat i said i wanted to eat.... hee.. so nice....
i think my birthday is so boring... not even considered a bday?? hahaha... watever lah.. its gonna be over soon.... but still got some frenz who still owe me presents... hahaha... sounds like i very gian the presents... but i'm not... coz i expected the presents they gonna give will not turn out to be wat i wanted... hahaha... dunno wat i toking oso lah... so sian!!!! wat kind of bday is this!!!!!